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the first part
In the first part it was told how Naropa endured twelve minor hardships
to meet Tilopa. Here, Khenpo Chodrak continues the explanations about
the twelve major hardships Naropa had to undergo before he reached complete
enlightenment.
Tilopa
gave Naropa the four complete transmission lineages. Then Naropa started
practicing the teachings. The next twelve hardships which he had to
undergo happened during the time he stayed with Tilopa, who was guiding
and helping him overcome all the obstacles he would encounter while
practicing.
As explained in the first part of the article, through these 24 hardships,
Naropa is taken through the path of junction. In relation to
Vajrayana practice, this corresponds to receiving the 4 empowerments:
the body-vase empowerment,
the speech-secret empowerment,
the wisdom-awareness empowerment,
and the word-empowerment.
Each empowerment was given to Naropa through different signs or symbols,
indicating their respective meaning.
THE
FIRST EMPOWERMENT GIVEN THROUGH ELEVEN DIFFERENT SIGNS
Finally having met Tilopa, Naropa offered a mandala to him, requesting
him to give empowerment. From then on, whenever Naropa offered a mandala,
Tilopa showed him a sign. All together he showed him eleven different
signs by means of which he transmited the vase-empowerment
to Naropa.
1) The
first time Naropa offered a mandala, Tilopa asked him to get one meter
of cotton cloth and some sesame oil. The oil was poured on the cotton,
then they each held one side and set it on fire. Tilopa then asked
Naropa what he understood.
Naropa replied that he had understood that the fire is like the instructions
of the lama, and the cotton cloth is like the concepts of his mind.
The burning of the cotton shows that concepts are to be abandoned.
The ashes of the cotton cloth, which is still in the shape of the
cloth, shows that things appear but at the same moment they do not
exist. Likewise, in terms of the generation process of yidam-meditation,
one should understand the union of appearance and emptiness of the
yidam-deity.
2) Tilopa
held a crystal in his hand and showed it to Naropa, then asked what
he understood.
Naropa explained that he understood that the mind of the disciple
should be completely pure; there should be no broken commitments in
the relationship between teacher and disciple. The disciple should
also be free from any kind of cunning.
3) Tilopa
then handed a string full of knots to Naropa and asked him to untie
them. Naropa did it and gave the string back. Tilopa threw it aside
and asked Naropa what he understood.
Naropa replied, "All beings are tied by the eight worldly dharmas,
and we need to untie them." (The eight worldly dharmas are: praise/criticism;
fame/disgrace; gain/loss; happiness/misery) "Once we have done
so we have to remain natural and rest the mind in itself without being
artificial. We have to get rid of all our expectations, hopes and
fear."
"We always hope to be praised and we are afraid of being criticized."
"We are looking for fame and we are afraid of being disgraced."
"We want to gain something and we are afraid of losing it."
"We are striving for happiness and we are afraid of misery."
4) Then
Tilopa took a precious jewel and put it on his head. He then put it
in front of him and focused his mind on it for a long time without
moving. Afterwards, he asked Naropa what he understood.
Naropa said that he understood it to mean that the lama is like a
wish fulfilling gem, since through him it is possible to develop all
ordinary and extraordinary siddhis and accomplishments. Putting the
jewel on his head meant that one should never be separated from the
lama; one should always think that he is there. Looking at the gem
for a long time without movement signified that one's devotion and
faith to the lama should be unchanging, and that this is necessary
until one has reached full enlightenment.
5) Naropa
offered another mandala to Tilopa and requested an empowerment. Tilopa
filled up a clay cup with water, handed it to Naropa and asked him
to drink all of the contents. Tilopa again asked Naropa what he understood.
Naropa said that he understood it to mean that the student's mind
is disturbed by all the disturbing emotions, whereas the instructions
from the lama are to cool down the disturbed mind. The mind needs
to be washed using the instructions.
6) When
Naropa requested the vase-empowerment, Tilopa took water from
a container and put it into many smaller containers. He then took
the water and poured it back into the single container again. He asked
Naropa what he understood.
Naropa answered that he understood it to mean that to ordinary eyes
there is a variety of appearances, but the empty essence of whatever
appears is the same - there is only one essence.
7) At
another instant Tilopa demonstrated the mudra (hand gesture) of triangle
(this mudra represents the source of all dharmas) and asked Tilopa
what he understood.
Naropa said that he understood it to mean that all phenomena, both
inner and outer, do not involve defining characteristics. The second
quality is that this nature of phenomena is emptiness. Thirdly there
should be no hope, fear, or aspirations.
8) Then
Tilopa showed the mudra of a ring and asked Naropa what he understood.
Naropa said that he understood it to mean that everything is included
in the Dharmakaya, and that there is nothing different from this Truth-body.
9) Tilopa
pointed with his fingers to his heart and then let his head fall down.
He asked Naropa what he understood.
Naropa said he understood it to mean that the quality of the Dharmakaya
is nothing different from the nature of one's own mind.
10) Then
Tilopa brought a snake and he tied a knot in the snake and put in
on the ground. On its own the snake untied the knot. He asked Naropa,
what he understood.
Naropa answered he understood it to mean that, even though our mind
is the Dharmakaya, the Truth body itself, it is tied up through the
illusion of the perceiving mind and the perceived object as being
different. By the mind untying itself, it is possible to be liberated
from this impure concept. In fact, that is the only way to do it.
It cannot be done from the outside. It has to be done by the mind
itself.
11) Tilopa
then pretended to be unable to speak. Naropa interpreted it to mean
that once the mind untied itself from these nodes of dualistic views,
many experiences will come. However, these experiences and realizations
are something which cannot be expressed in words.
After having shown these eleven signs, Tilopa took a branch with fruit,
held it up and showed it to Naropa, asking what he understood.
Naropa said he understood it to mean that when he experienced the
fruits of meditation, he should not just keep them for himself. This
fruit is something which should be available for all beings; it should
be shared with others like the fruits of a tree which everybody can
eat.
All these different signs or symbols were given over a period of several
years, and every time Naropa requested the empowerment, Tilopa would
give some kind of signs. For each of the eleven signs he showed Naropa,
he never either confirmed or rejected his answer. He never said whether
Naropa had understood it in the right way or not. He just left it
the way it was.
Later, when Tilopa was sitting, he began to smile and laugh. Then
he said to Naropa, "You know, it is exactly as prophesied by the dakinis,
you understood everything in the right way. Whatever I showed you,
you had the right understanding." Then he told him, "You should understand
that everything which appears is not different from your own mind.
Even when whichever yidam or Buddha-aspect you meditate on appears,
the essence of that yidam or Buddha-aspect is not different from your
own mind."
In this way he gave him the first of the empowerments, which is the
vase empowerment. The meaning of the vase empowerment is to understand
that appearances and emptiness are inseparable.
The second and third empowerments, the speech-secret and wisdom-awareness
empowerments, were also each given through eleven different signs.
Tilopa gave Naropa the second empowerment, the speech-secret empowerment,
which is that sound and emptiness are inseparable. He explained to
him that all sounds and all mantras are in essence empty. He gave
him permission to practice the methods of working with the energies
in the inner channels and told him to do that practice.
Then he gave him the third empowerment, the knowledge-wisdom empowerment.
He introduced him to the meaning of the original highest wisdom, which
means the understanding that clarity and emptiness are inseparable.
These twenty two signs are explained in detail in the extensive version
of Naropa's biography.
THE
FOURTH EMPOWERMENT, GIVEN BY MEANS OF THE TWELVE MAJOR HARDSHIPS
Naropa then meditated on the meaning of the empowerments. After one
year, Naropa came to Tilopa again and told him, "Now I have accomplished
the meaning of the three empowerments, which are called the empowerments
that ripen the immature mind."
1) He
then asked him for the fourth empowerment which liberates the mind,
the introduction into Mahamudra. Tilopa looked at him in a special
way and left. Naropa followed him.
They went to a temple that had many stories. Tilopa went up and Naropa
followed right after him. When they got to the top Tilopa just sat
down resting against the wall. He said, "Well, if I had a devoted
student, he would jump from here."
Immediately Naropa jumped. When he landed he broke all his bones and
was lying in pain, really suffering. So he thought, "OK, I will not
become enlightened in this life." He started to make prayers that
he would be able to meet Tilopa in his next life.
While he was praying, Tilopa appeared next to him and asked, "What
happened to you?" Naropa said to him, "I jumped, because my lama told
me to do so and now I am lying here in so much pain with all my bones
broken. It is terrible. I feel like I am half dead."
Tilopa then told him, "Well, you know the body is actually a result
of your actions and your disturbing emotions. That is what creates
your physical body. In a way, it is not so important if you have it
or not. However, I have some methods which I learned from the dakinis."
He ran his hand over Naropa's skin and completely healed him. After
that, Tilopa gave him all the teachings of the Demchog-Tantra. Tilopa
then told Naropa, "What you should meditate on now is to free yourself
from the clinging of the mind."
Naropa answered him, "I know that what I need is to free myself from
this clinging but I am tied up by my ignorance. Either I fall into
believing that things are there or that they are not there. I cannot
really get above that. So what shall I do? I know the goal but not
the way."
Tilopa said, "You have to understand that the idea that things exist
is false, and that the idea that things do not exist is also false.
Whatever appears is illusory. What you should focus your mind on is
the understanding of this illusion, and this understanding is in the
continuity of your mind."
Naropa meditated on that for one year. During that time Tilopa sometimes
behaved like a child and sometimes like a crazy person. He did all
kinds of weird things during that year. It was never certain what
he would do. He showed this behavior in order to emphasize that everything
is illusion-like and unreal, whatever happens, whether one is sane
or insane.
2) After
one year Tilopa came over to Naropa and said, "Why don't you ask me
for more instructions?"
Immediately, Naropa started to offer a mandala and asked for instructions.
Again Tilopa walked away and Naropa followed him.
They came to a big empty field. In the middle of this field there
was a big fire. Tilopa went over to this fire and said, "If I had
a student who was really devoted, he would jump into the fire." Naropa
went into the fire and was burned. He was suffering terribly.
Tilopa came to him and asked him, "What happened to you now?" Naropa
answered, "Well, my body has been burnt and my mind is suffering."
Tilopa replied, "Well, to burn your ego-clinging is OK and I do have
the practice and the instructions on the equality of the elements."
He then touched his skin and healed him completely and the fire disappeared.
After that, Tilopa instructed him to realize that everything is of
one taste, that there is no difference regarding pleasure or misery,
health or sickness. All in all he taught six kinds of equalities,
in the sense, that the essence of all phenomena is the same.
After that, Naropa was staying in the forest with Tilopa, who was
behaving in many different ways. Sometimes he behaved like an animal,
sometimes like a big yogi, sometimes like a crazy person. During that
time Naropa was doing his practice. Sometimes he went into the nearest
village to beg for food, and brought it back to Tilopa. In this way
he also was serving Tilopa. They were living like that for some time.
3) One
day when Naropa went to beg for food, there was a big party going
on in town. He got some very good food which he brought back to Tilopa.
Tilopa was really enjoying the food and said, "Oh, this is delicious;
the food is so nice". He was talking a lot and enjoying the meal.
Naropa thought, "I have been with Tilopa for such a long time, and
this is the first time that he is behaving in a normal way. He really
seems to enjoy what I gave him; he is talking to me; he seems to be
very happy. Maybe I should go and get more food for him."
He asked Tilopa, who then told him, "One can only go to beg for food
one time. That is the tradition here. If you go, you probably will
get some problems. But you can go. Why not? Take this water. If you
have problems you should sprinkle the water. If they are still after
you then take this wooden sword and make circles in the air. Then
you will be OK. So go and get the food!"
Naropa went into town, and since he could not beg again, he had to
steal the food. When he tried to leave, the people realized that he
was stealing, so they came after him. He then threw the water, and
it became an entire lake that appeared between him and the people
who were chasing him.
Now he used the wooden sword, but, by using it, he got himself caught
in an iron fence, so it was very easy for the people to catch him.
First they put fire to him, and as he escaped they ran after him,
caught him again, and beat him terribly. He finally came back to Tilopa
completely beaten and wounded, again as if half dead.
Tilopa said, "It is no problem." He told him that he had instructions
on the different kinds of commitments. He healed him first, and then
gave him the instructions called Mind Mirror of Commitments.
4) Naropa
stayed with Tilopa and continued to practice. One day Tilopa suddenly
walked away from him. He walked to a place where there was a very
deep pond full of leeches. Naropa followed him. When he reached the
pond, Tilopa was sitting at the edge meditating. He went to him, offered
a mandala, bowed down to him and requested instructions.
Tilopa said, "If I had a good student, he would make a bridge so I
can cross over the pond."
Naropa immediately made himself into a bridge so that Tilopa could
cross. As he crossed, he stepped hard on Naropa's back and then jumped
over. Naropa fell into the water. It was a terrible experience. The
water was ice-cold and he nearly drowned. He was covered with leeches
which started to suck his blood.
Tilopa asked him, "What is the matter now? Does it hurt? What is wrong?"
Naropa replied, "Yes, it is very painful. The leeches are eating me
and it is very, very cold. It is awful."
Tilopa said, "This is no problem. I can give you instructions that
will help you warm up and not feel any pain. I have the instructions
on the Inner Fire, based on emptiness." Tilopa healed Naropa
and then gave him the complete transmission of the Tummo practice.
5) Another
year went by while Naropa practiced the Tummo teaching. Tilopa
was, as usual, acting in a strange way. Then Naropa offered a mandala
to Tilopa and requested more instructions from him. Tilopa told him
to get ten pieces of bamboo, put molten butter on them, to heat them
up in order to make them very hard, and then to sharpen them. Next,
Tilopa took the sharpened sticks and inserted them all into Naropa,
piercing holes into him. Then he left him. Naropa was suffering terribly.
Tilopa came back and asked him, "What happened to you?" Naropa answered,
"I'm pierced by this bamboo and it is extremely painful. I think I
am going to die."
Tilopa then touched him with his hand and the wounds and the pain
disappeared. Tilopa then transmitted to Naropa the teachings on the
Illusory Body.
Naropa practiced this teachings for one year. During that time Tilopa
was behaving as usual.
6) The
following year, Tilopa came to Naropa, looked at him and asked, "Aren't
you going to ask me for more instructions?"
Naropa quickly got up, started to prostrate in front of Tilopa and
requested instructions from him. Immediately Tilopa left. Naropa followed
him and they came to a big plain with sand. Not far from them they
saw a man walking on the sand.
Tilopa said, "Well, if I had a good disciple then he would go immediately
and catch that man, otherwise he is going to harm me."
Naropa went to catch the man but he couldn't. He run and run, but
could never reach the man. Finally Naropa fell totally exhausted on
the ground.
Tilopa came up to him and asked "What happened?" Naropa told him that
he was trying to catch the man but that he could not reach him. It
was just like a phantom or a mirage.
Tilopa then said, "Well, that's how it is in samsara. Everybody is
running after illusonary things and always trying to attain something
which is not really there. That's the problem of samsara. Now I will
give you instructions on Dream-Yoga - that everything is like
a dream." Tilopa then transmitted the instructions of Dream Yoga.
7) Naropa
meditated for one year on the Dream Yoga. During that time,
Tilopa went into meditation. He didn't eat, he didn't speak. After
one year Tilopa left. Naropa followed him, offered mandalas and asked
for instructions. But Tilopa still didn't speak. They proceeded and
met a wedding procession of a minister's son.
Tilopa saw that and told Naropa, "Well, if I had a good disciple he
would go and pull down the groom from his horse. He would pull the
hair of his wife and try to get her."
Naropa had no doubts and did what Tilopa said. Of course people jumped
on him and beat him up. Tilopa came back to Naropa when he was half
dead. He touched him and again healed his wounds. This time he transmitted
the teachings of the Clear Light.
The next year they spent together, and Naropa practiced the Clear
Light yoga. Tilopa behaved in his funny ways, sometimes as a child,
sometimes as a crazy person.
8) The
time came when Naropa again asked Tilopa for instructions. This time,
Tilopa just told him that whoever wants more instructions from him
has to follow right after him. Then he left, and Naropa went after
him. They were walking for a long time, and this time they met a procession
with a king and queen. Tilopa said, "If I had a good disciple, he
would go and pull down the king from his horse."
Naropa did it, and this time he nearly died. Tilopa came over to him,
healed his wounds and said, "The reason that it is still painful is
because you have not dissolved your ego-clinging. You still have some
habits of clinging to the "I." Now I will give you the Phowa
instructions." So the next year Naropa practiced the Phowa.
9) After
that time, Tilopa left, and Naropa, who wanted more instructions,
was told that he had to follow him. When they arrived at a big plane,
they met a prince with a few servants, who were out for fun.
Tilopa said to Naropa, "Well, this time there are not so many people.
You should go to hit the prince, take his ornaments, and then come
back to me. In case there are any problems, call me."
Naropa beat the prince, took his ornaments and then ran back. But
the prince's servants called for assistance and many soldiers, who
were nearby, began to run after Naropa.
Naropa shouted, "Tilopa help me, protect me!" He had just reached
Tilopa when all the soldiers came. Tilopa asked the soldiers, "What
did he do?" They replied, "He beat the prince and stole his ornaments."
Tilopa answered, "That's very bad; we should beat him up." Together
they beat Naropa and he nearly died.
Tilopa then asked him what had happened.
Naropa said, "Well, I was beaten up, and though you said you would
help me, you did not help me. I think I will die this time."
Tilopa touched him and healed him and then he gave him the Phowa
Donjug, a kind of Phowa where you transmit your consciousness
into another being who has just died.
Naropa meditated for one year on this special practice and then asked
again for more instructions.
10) Tilopa
told Naropa to marry a nice girl who was also a Dharma practitioner.
Following this advice, he married. At first they liked each other
but after sometime, problems arose and they had many arguments. Naropa
become extremely worried about this situation. During this time Tilopa
came to visit him and asked Naropa what was wrong with him. Naropa
explained that he and his wife were having a very difficult time.
Tilopa replied, "These problems are caused by your dualistic clinging.
You have to abandon dualistic clinging and passion and then rely on
a tantric consort."
Tilopa then transmitted to Naropa the instructions on the Karma-Mudra
practice.
Next, Tilopa told Naropa that he had broken his monastic vows because
he had sexual intercourse with his wife. Therefore, he had to punish
himself. Consequently, Naropa took a stone and hit his penis many
times until he fainted. Then Tilopa touched him and healed him completely.
Tilopa asked Naropa to give him his wife as an offering. Naropa did
so, and his wife stayed for some time together with Tilopa. However,
she was still in love with Naropa and Tilopa became very annoyed and
beat both of them. Nevertheless, Naropa did not lose his confidence
in Tilopa.
As a result, Tilopa then gave him the Illuminating Wisdom Mahamudra
Instructions.
11) Tilopa
left and Naropa followed him. After a long time, when Naropa was already
very tired, Tilopa sat down. Naropa offered a mandala, but there was
a lot of dust. There was no water, so it was not possible to bring
the dust down by sprinkling the ground with water.
So Tilopa said, "Use your blood for that."
Naropa cut himself, and with his own blood he sprinkled the ground
so that the dust disappeared. In this way he offered a body mandala.
Tilopa gave him the Bardo instructions.
12) Naropa
practised this teaching for one year. One day, they went together
to the river and Naropa asked Tilopa for more instructions. He had
come to the final instruction. Tilopa took his shoe and slapped Naropa
on his head. Then he said that there is nothing more to teach. "The
final realization is in your own mind."
At that moment the last veils dissolved from Naropa's mind. Whatever
Tilopa had realized of the nature of mind Naropa had also realized.
He had accomplished the Mahamudra.
Altogether Naropa spent twelve years with Tilopa, receiving and practising
his instructions. During that time he underwent these twelve major
hardships, which were methods to help him conquer obstacles so that
he would not fall back into samsara. Actually it was because of Naropa's
ability to follow Tilopa without any doubt, that he managed within
one life to attain full realization. This is the example of the Vajrayana
path. If the lama is a qualified teacher, and if the disciple is a
qualified disciple, then the conditions are there with the Vajrayana
methods to attain enlightenment within one lifetime.
Naropa spent the next three years with Tilopa. Tilopa instructed him
in the conduct of a yogi, while training his realization in all kinds
of different situations.
After that, Naropa stayed in Pulahari for 21 years. That was the time
when he taught disciples. When he was 85 years old, he passed away
and went to the pure land of the dakinis.
There are different descriptions of how Naropa left this world. Some
say that his body stayed back, some say that it dissolved. Very close
disciples of him said, "Before he died, he manifested himself in the
form of Hevajra (one of the most important Yidams in the Buddhist
tantra). In this form he bestowed the empowerment of Hevajra to all
his disciples. After that, the whole Hevajra-mandala dissolved into
him and then his Hevajra-form dissolved into the Tibetan letter "A"
and finally the "A" dissolved. Then he was gone.
The 'Six
doctrines of Naropa' are named so, because Naropa was the one who
spread the teachings. In actuality, they should be called neither
Naropa's doctrines nor Tilopa's doctrines but rather Buddha's doctrines.
They belong to the completion stage of the Tantrayana, which involves
visualization techniques.
The
Tantra teachings of the Buddha are very wide, but the conditions for
beings in our time are getting worse. People are busy more and more.
So the essence of Tantra teachings is very important. Naropa was able
to get the essence of those teachings and to spread them to other
beings.
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Kagyu
Life International, No.3, 1995
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